jamie and ben are coming up in two weeks!!! FOOD, PARTYING, SHOWS! cobra is playing on feb 14th so we will be reunited with alex and ryland and MAYBE even rick if they convinced him to come along for the tour. this is going to shred and there will be lots more of this:






then next up is ANNAAAA

A TEASE: (n)
1. something dangled or displayed in front of one's face, seemingly so close that one could touch it. this thing normally feels like a real possibility, but then (usually a short time after) it is ripped away like a still-beating heart out of one's mangled, bleeding chest
2. hope
3. love
4. merlin on bbc

weekend + snow + donnie wahlberg doll =



im the one in the hat

i have to sleep with 2 pairs of pants and a hat on ..its too cold to get out of bed early in the morning..walking 40 minutes through snow to get to work should have gone out with my grandpa in the 1930's...i saw darkest hour last night and they were amazing...except i was at the very front and couldnt hear a fucking thing, the sound wasnt that great...and the set was too short, it was over so quick and i was so excited about it for so long! :( hopefully they do a good tour whenever the new album comes out. its 12 degrees outside. i need to be getting dressed and leaving for work. fuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!!

they played my favorite song

so....


I GOT MY VISA! AND 2 MORE YEARS IN BERLIN! i guess that means its time once again for...






yesterday everything i was worrying about seemed to completely turn around for the better. and last night i could barely stay awake because all the stress just came flooding out of my body and completely exhausted me, it was nuts. the excalibur show was pretty sick although i didnt understand why they put a few 80s sounding top 100 style songs which included saxaphone playing in there. how does a saxaphone fit in with the middle ages?

i finally watched event horizon and whoever told me that movie was scary was on crack. not only was it not scary at all, but the screenwriting, acting, set design all had soooo many laughable parts that i was very sad i wasnt watching it with friends and having a joke fest. i should have watched alien. or NEWSIES

ben just got me a ticket to EXCALIBUR: THE CELTIC ROCK OPERA for saturday night!!!!!!!!!!!




I CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS SHIT. im not even gonna watch the video because i wanna be completely blown away all at once. but you can watch it..if you think you can handle it

POOP:
anal snakes
ass goblins
ass kabobs
butt nugget turdies
monsters that choke donkeys
pooplets

TO POOP:
clip a biscuit
drop a wad in the porcelain god
dump a dead grandma
grow a tail
mold an action figure
release the chocolate hostage
take the browns to the super bowl

DIARRHEA:
butt dribblets
butt piss
cha cha agua
chocolate explosion

DINGLEBERRIES:
clingons
cock monkeys

my two favorite commercials that were running in florida during my holi-day

hellew..ive been back in b-town for 4 days now and its been snowing non stop..our balcony doors are blocked off and we cant open them. when i got back i thought i would avoid the jet lag by going to bed at the normal time and waking up at a fairly decent hour. but whatever i did made it worse because i havent been able to go to sleep before the sun comes up and then i sleep all day. and even listening to war and peace on audio book doesnt help me fall asleep. last year it took me a whole month to get through it because i always fell asleep during book 1. anyways, tomorrow will suck because i go back to work..theres no way im getting any sleep tonight. and then i have an hour walk through the snow to get to my class (usually 40 min walk but im adding on time because of the snow..which will probably be even deeper because the class is in the middle of no mans land).

my trip was fun, i didnt spend enough time in ny...i spent too much time sitting on my ass at my moms catching up on reality tv: real world marathons and jersey shore... partly because i caught the flu from her and my sister. SWEET!! i started treating it before it got as bad as they were..but i still had little energy to go for long bike rides at the beach like i wanted to. i love that town so much..even in the winter time its nice and smells like burning firewood and sea salt in the air and its not cold at all. perfect riding weather. it would have been even better to be there in the sumer though so i could have actually gone swimming in the gulf. its too bad its such a boring town with a population almost entirely of senior citizens because otherwise i would love to live there. i wonder if i ever will. as for now, as the time gets closer and closer for me to really start thinking about where i want to go to school, i think portland is still at the top of my list. even though i absolutely do not want to be in another cold location, especially one with a lot of rain...all the other things about it are good. the school i want is there, old friends are there, and theres guaranteed to be lots of people i can relate to out there. so yea we will see. thats still a while away..maybe 1.5 -2 years. actually i shouldnt speak to soon because next week i go in to try and get my visa again, and if i get rejected i might be coming back to the states a lot sooner.

i saw most everyone nearest and dearest to my heart in ny (and fl too). and over the past year and a half ive realized that those people are completely irreplaceable. it really was way too short a trip and im a moron for only scheduling 3 full days there. the trip kinda made me want to move back of course. and also ny still has a place in my heart. i just love it there. but there were a lot of things that the city didnt have that i wanted. i thought about going to school there when i come back...living there again, but i think a lot of my friends wont be living there when i come back to the states. i heard a lot of talk about moving out west in the future...san francisco, portland, back to florida, somewhere else. i guess we will see..i wish i could take all of my friends and move them to one place. now that i am back here i definitely know that i want to be here and travel some more. and hopefully ill be able to save enough money to do everything i want to do. i got a lot of good bonding time in with the fam too. i really missed them. i also enjoyed eating shit tons of vegan convenience/junk food, frozen dinners, etc..holy fuck i missed all of that shit.
anyways, i played that new game dj hero at best buy for like 2 hours with my brother and it is the shit. actually im gonna go download the songs from it right now. and poop out the whole box of cookies i ate last night while watching "cougartown" <--- somehow actually funny

i really hate that im the only one in my family who hates watching sports and that bonding time in my dads house means watching the dallas game together in the living room. SNORRRRRRRRREEEEEE

So this is the new year
And i don't feel any different
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance

So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For self assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions

So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
As thirty dialogs bleed into one

I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then i could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speed trains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that could hold us back